Farewell 09

Well...its been of year of growing i guess..although i seemed to have stunted growth..but a bamboo shoot wont grow for the first few years..but will reach the skies after it passes the first few crucial years..i still cant fathom that i actually attended NS for one year already...and yea..went in Uni and studied for one year..it all happened for so fast...

Some of the things might not happen the way i wanted it to be..but..I know there's purposes behind all those " unpleasant " happenings and experiences...

Part of life eh ? thats what makes things interesting in life..haha...thank you for the friends i have...i got so many of them =p..and yea..hardships and good times..and also the results =) haha ..and yea...glad that we are friends too...i got no more to ask for la..haha..cheers =)

Went for bbq at Yong Seng's place...now we understand that why Yong Seng did not contact us..cause his phone is spoiled..haha...yea..sorry yea guys...did not manage to join you all...but...its been awhile that i see Gama gang=p haha


oh well...lets embrace the new beginning, leaving behind all the bads...and carry up precious experiences and moments towards this year =)

Happy 2010 =p

phiu ~

Thank God eh...last night..on the way to pick up John..i was involved in an accident..well...it scratched the rear door of my car ...but the funny part was...i drove as fast as possible after that accident...cause i panicked XD haha ...oh well...this shows that im human...haha..Im sorry eh ..to the driver...im a young driver...inexperience , and i panicked..haha...

Yea..after that...went to pick up John and continued on with our fellowship at Kado..haha...laughed a lot la...haha..=p ..

Great...im going to celebrate new year with powerpoint slides, final exams and presentation preparations..haha..

hohoho...mei you mei you =p

hrm...had quite an active Christmas this year..went for potluck at dr.wong's place last night, the adults were singing " ABCDEFG" ...we were like -_____-..then ...they sang " row row row your boat " ..same reaction..haha..but good to catch up la..haha

then today...surprised Bethany people just now..yea..had lunch and hanged out there..Su Ee played Drifting by Andy Mckee....woo..encore Su Ee..haha..then went to Bethany home...10 boys/men playing CS ..haha...mayhem but yea..a lot of laughter XD haha...

Went to Aaron's house for christmas dinner ..haha...had fun too..laughed a lot XD ..yea...

God had given the best gifts above the value of money and gold..haha..that is friends, loved ones and family..haha...thats so far..my greatest gifts..haha =) ..thanks DAD =p

Short update

Oh well..another opportunity to jot down something here..haha... hrms...lets see...18th of December...

- Lunch with swinburne friends
- Afternoon drink with former school/classmates,consisting of Patrick and Jonathan Tan
-Dinner with parents
- Watched Zombieland with Cheng Yang , Jonathan Tan and Andrew Chai ...Gosh...with LOLed
like never before..yea , Andrew Chai ? =p haha


20th December
Did a bit of my assignment...so slacky == ..tiam ..then ...went to watch Bethany friends for carol..haha..they did great work..but a few saw me..haha=p ..yea...keep up the good work...see you all...hrm...yea..next time we go minum =p aha ..oh ya..see you again Chihuahua =p ahaha...take care eh

So yea..haha..gotta sleep already...its been ages since i slept early..haha...

ngeh =p

Went out again..well...with former schoolmates/classmates ..haha...went for lunch at Life Cafe ...then...after 2 hours of talking...The Spring..walk not till 30 min..then Igloo ...then Kaiyen went back ...we went for bowling without bowling..haha..just hung out there..then go for dinner at KFC..met up with Jon, Perry, King Jim , Irene, Karen , Grace , Sebastian , Andrew Chai ,Andrew Kuek, Chin chin , Pek , and Stefanie ..haha...after sitting there talking till 9 sth 10, we went to 101 to have our "Ular Peng" ..ewwww..haha...but still ok la..just that the name sounds so gross..haha..then im guessing that some of them still having their late karaoke..haha..

Till then..hope to go out again..but MPW got tests and assignments pulling me == bleh...

weee

Went out with aaron , jolina, fidelia and grace last night..oh well..old pals..haha..till now..im still quite marvelled the way jolina played XD craziness to the max..haha..grace and jolina were performing some sort of flip at Friendship Park...we were like " waaaaa" , then jolina sang and sort of dance...then i threw a coin =p ahaha...its exactly like street performance..haha...anyways..the whole night was just laughters and randomness..haha..hope to see you guys soon eh... bleh...im feeling hungry now -_-

Yea..going out with former classmates tomorrow for lunch..haha...oh well..off to bed..its almost 2 =p

Noob day ==

Today was quite a noob day for me...first of all....i nearly get hit by another my vi == zzz...that noob uncle...zzz...cornering drive so fast ..if you diarrhoe then i forgive la ..zzz ..my neighbour somemore == ..bomb your car next time i see you == ..

Second thing...waseh..today got one "chicken head" pro ba..that fellow..when the lecturer was teaching then suddenly he said : " Excuse me , the time is up " ..we were like ..walao ? so impolite, bo ka si one ? The lecturer was teaching half way le ..sweat...so immoral one == zzz...and yet were having a moral class..wakao..zz..padan muka la you...kena shot back by the lecturer !! hahaha..we all were like.. "nice job , lecturer " ..ahahaha...then we look at the chicken head...the face like termakan semboi XD hahahah...

Oh well....what is wrong with the people these days.. -_-

2nd sem over =p

Last Friday marked the end of our 2nd semester after we had EMB as the last examination paper. Well, not many comments but yea..He has pulled me through, and yea...time really flies...oh wells..after knowing all those new friends for approximately one year...its time to move on , cause most of us wont be seeing each other frequently during degree as we are taking course on our separate ways ..oh wells..so sad that did not get to know all of you well and deep enough..huhu..but i cherished the times spent together..especially during ENGLISH CLASSES =p haha...bejeweled blitz =p hahaha ..Thank God for you guys !! =D


But in the midst of exams..i got to know new friends..haha..people like J , A , J ,J, A, C ...=p i put them as initials ..if not you guys will sue me =p..especially Jessie aka cicak la ... haha ..Yea..


Good , diligent and intelligent friends that i knew during foundation year..keep in touch eh =p haha..


oh wells..all the best guys.. But first, finish your MPW with flying colours =p haha ..



* PS. Despite we are having MPW now , most of us are all in the holiday and slacking mood =p haha ..supporting evidence ? My class had 10 absenties, plus the other classes...lets see...50-70 students MIA ? hahaz*

Strength !!!

Lord..i need Your strength..help me ...i need wisdom , diligence , perseverance , focus, strength, determination, time management ..thank You =p haha ...hope i can finish everything ? ..yea..especially physics..haha...innovation and change haven touch yet =p haha

yea..time to bomb my bed..ciao ~

No comments

I think my left butt sort of " tiu tiok " == ..feel so uncomfortable when im sitting == swt(-_-) """

Full throttle ~~~~ roar =p

hehe =p

Honour God

And God will honour you back

Work hard,

and entrust Him to do the rest ..

Im holding onto that promise =D

Time to sleep...12 am =___=

Detached and Attached

Well..again..finals in 2 weeks...i just wanna try my best ..and to honour You by doing so..I dont wanna procrastinate..and regretting about it..thank You for bringing me so far..Its all with You..

yea..detached and attached..i think some will get my meaning..yea..im attached at the mean time =) Yes! assignments finished...now to focus on my revision ..chiong ~~~~ haha..jia you guys =) I certainly hope for a "positive stress " for this coming week and the next..

Yea bro..God helps those who help themselves..this is a fact..hrm..hope you will pull up your socks very soon..cheers eh =)

Quick Post

Again..quizzes, tests, homeworks and assignments, You...brought me this far ..Thank You Lord..had E maths short test yesterday..not sure about the outcome..but at least ..we were given extra 20 minutes time..and at least...i did not leave any blanks..oh wells...finals in around one month's time ..have to chiong liao..nervous for physics..all those angular , circular , rotationary and linear motion all combined made me a lil blur..Can You give me a clearer picture? Im sure You will =)



oh wells..I had been observing...yea...does that mean that we are not friends? Even though that happened..we are still friends la...but...you did not show what a friend supposed to show...after all the friendship, laughters, and many other things we had been through...You forget me somehow !? As your friend...you being perfect in everything gave me pressure, that i must not allow any margin for error..I'm fairly disappointed...well...i guess..I have to move on...after all..I'm only a mere human..not God or any perfectionist..

Well..just take care la..I'm sorry ..but....you're still my friend..we can still go out for a drink once a while

Recent Happenings

i know my blog is growing spider webs..hrms...recent highlights ?
lets see...gonna have driving test soon, a lil sick and sleep deprived =___=..being busy for quizzes , short tests, assignments, homeworks...bleh...

oh ya..went to damai last week with a group of exclassmates from stampin and one swinburne friend during raya break..haha..the pictures are at my facebook profile..i lazy to upload any =p haha .

Went out with exclassmates and yea..they all going back soon..and we watched G-Force..haha..oh wells...people come and go..thats life after form 5 i suppose..

Expect you guys to come back soon ar =p haha ...jia you for studies you all.. Dont sob because you're going back out there to study..but have tears of joy because you have the chance of coming back next time =)

Jolina and Yan Hui

So yea...its their turn to leave..its Jolina and Yan Hui 's turn... All tha best for you two...you girls had really been blessings to most of us ..hehe.. Gonna miss the laughters and joy you girls brought to us...but yea...its not like you girls will never come back... Waiting for your holidays..haha..

Stay strong and yea..be assured...God's everywhere...He is the one you two can run to when you two are weary ..Take care yea =p ..all tha best ^^

Jolina & Yan Hui

Jolina =p

Yan Hui =D

All tha best to you two..haha..thanks for being a good friend , listener , advisor , and a good sister to me..haha..blessed to have you two in my buddy list =p hahaha

Last Day of Holiday

Ok..if i exclude my weekends ahead...my holidays are actually over already...well...glad that i enjoyed myself with the gaming , outing with friends just to catch up with them , jamming, and yea...starting to serve Him more...Hrm..i started going to Bethany home 2weeks ago during my holidays..there i got to hang out , chat , and help a lil..yea..had fun la..haha...

Oh ya ! ..haha...went out with yee ho , yian ming , perry , and cheng yang..haha... yee ho's suprising homecoming after his uni shut down for one week..haha..so yea...good to chat around and update ourselves..

We went to Kado , Four Points , The Banquet , Yee Ho's house , then Airport..lolz..when we arrive Four Points we were like ulu ulu ppl..then..wanted to have a drink..but after looking at the price..we escaped..lolz..then just joking and laughing away..so yea..its been quite awhile to mingle with former classmates..haha...

We were trying to eat Yee Ho's hands

LOL...random

LOL...Yee Ho's peace

Yea..haha..laughed a lot..school's starting soon..so yea..all tha best guys...see you guys soon..heh...

Semester 2 , here i come ...

Important to grasp..

Yeap...finally...i grasped it...thanks bro..you know who you are... You told me that following God is more than just reading the Bible and passionate worship...its about living a life for Him ...it also means that living lives for the ones around us that God had placed our lives...yea... encouraging, caring , loving, being there, helping...those are just few simple ways to do that..

Looking back
Primary school--Behaved like rascal =l
Form 4 --------- Failed nearly all my subjects
Form 5----------Serious improvements especially mock exam and SPM


Now
And now...studying engineering...i mean...i seriously cant do it without You man..Imagining a guy that literally did not pass add maths throughout form 4 and form 5..yea...Thats me..and yet..studying engineering now...really..without You ...i cant do it ...Thank You for looking after me ..Good friends, good lecturers, decent uni to study, laughter with family etc etc ...indeed ..I Thank You =)

17th of July

hrm...today ..I woke up...the first thing i did...is that I frightened myself..I thought I was late to go to retrieve my results...then...hearts pounding...I walked down straight to the computer room..to check at the BlackBoard..but..nothing..so went to school straight..got the results... 2 Distinctions, 2 Credits...hrm...not bad...I'm actually quite satisfied...

Be mindful that...this post is not for boasting ..but just to remind that without Him...my results are nothing...and I wont get the results I'm quite satisfied with...Thank You Lord...

With You I'm something...without You...I would be nothing...

Oh ya...today its Vera and Michelle's birthday..haha...Happy birthday to you two...Take care and all tha best in your studies, you two...

woops

Just remembered...the results for finals will be out on Friday..which is tomorrow !! ar !! kintio of cause...i just prayed that I will pass all of the papers ..*gulps* ...Cannot worry anything now...simply because we cant worry...cannot have doubt >_< *biting nails*

Encouragements

yea...its been a while..seriously..that im really encouraged to the point that I have the zeal and the will to move on...its great to see sis and bro in Christ...especially those with the approximate age as me. You know why ? Cause I can really see the heart of gratitude ,thankfulness, the encouragements that they are spurring on each other, and the blessings God have in their lives..
So yea guys...its never a mistake that we gave our lives to Him at this age, while we are very young ! Things will go spectacular if we're thankful and faithful to Him daily ...Its never too late to give your lives to Him now ..its all the heart that counts..

Just wanna tell that you guys are blessings to others ^^ ..Even though i dont know some of you..but yea..keep on spurring on for Him eh..

Odd night downstairs

Ok...it was last night...it was around 1 sth in the morning...i was about to sleep..then..brushed teeth then..when i wanted to open the door..arr!!! locked !! tried to call bro's handphone but even he himself was in silent mode -__-..ok..then ..went down..turned on laptop..and tried to find the " wen xiang" haha... but cant find == ..so i went to sleep...then..it was around 2 sth or 3 sth i think...i was "itched" till i had to wake up...zzz...i look at my limbs..all attacked by mosquitoes...then i ignored them..sleep..then few minutes again..they attacked once more...zzz....i beh tahan liao.. used Sheltox..spray anywhere that was dark !! XD ..i suppose many died...but my body itchy sia T_T ..

After that..used jacket to sleep..slept till 5..sis woke me up..then din sleep liao..lolz... yea...maybe you should try that =p ..it was a lil fun actually.. =p ..haha..great experience with the mosquitoes. XD ..blerh... i slept like 4 hours the most >_<

1st semester gone

so yea...physics final paper marked the end of semester 1..some said everyone will be shuffled again..lol...dont even have enough time to get along well with the friends i know 1st semester...hope i'm blessed with the good lecturers, good friends(if got new ones) , and an enjoyable time in uni..indeed..im blessed when i was in 1st semester.

A lot happened eh..sometimes things dont go like you want them to...oh well..thats life...gotta walk forward...Sometimes..i do blame that...why i have to be caught in these type of situations ? bleh..

oh well....gotta be optimistic of things......driving lessons,gaming, going out, and perhaps guitar ?? here i come ...

hrms

yea...its been awhile...and cant deny it..time flies ...John has gone back to KL, I'm having my finals soon *gulp* ..around 2 ++ more weeks before tackling it...phiu..hope i will tackle it

well..phoo..a lot had happened..not to mention a guy who just ridiculously horned me without any reason..lol...i literally looked into his eyes man, as in "siong"..zz...luckily did not have a fight ..z...according to my friends...He was "tegurred" by policemen..a moment later...was talking to a friend of mine..then.. he horned ==...i was like : " why didn't he reversed his car ? There was a plenty of space " ==....come on la..you think you're the only one that experienced bad day? tell me about it..zz...

Nowadays...there are always rascals -_________- ...sometimes people think that a particular person is "small gas"...well..think about it..."someone" mentioned above is more extreme =_______________= ...


Argh...worried about trigonometry...wanna sue those who invented these trigonometry theories and formulae ==

Hard Lesson to Learn

Today...I learned about forgiving after one of my friends spoke to me about things...well.its true...i wanna leave that behind..and start afresh...no more asking for things...then i start from beginning then..for the things that was loss...its a past tense..i dont wanna look at it anymore..sorry pal..you know who you are...I just hope simple things like games wont affect our friendship bond...take care always

Paradoxical day

Despite all the fun i had during the morning with maple, go-karting with sister during the afternoon, and going out with yu full, grace they all...I suddenly boiled...sorry yea..that 2girls(you know who you are)you girls are indeed good listeners..blessed to have friends like you two...sorry that i somehow laid my anger on you two..just that..the more i think ...the more angry i get..i mean...who gave you the authority to login to my account and take everything without me knowing ? what the heck !! you guys should have told me...although i might took some of your items last time...i informed you guys !! and now....you guys just STOLE everything..yea...thieves ! Darn..I just hope you guys will say sorry and return what was once mine..For those that think that its just a game, try giving your bank account number and give it to others...that person STOLE everything..now...thats what I feel !!

why?

Why like this ? Why is it that the more i gain...the greater will be my loss ?why ? i dont wanna be like that...i wanna continue gaining...haih...

No matter what the circumstances are...I will still praise You...because..You always give things that we dont even deserve... Give me some drive to study please !! argh!!

Tests~

Well...its the past..dont look back alvin...instead...rectify your mistakes...work harder and ... continue to be the salt and the light...
Argh! ...I am a noob in trigo...zz..hope i can change that fact...blerh...hope i can pull it through..

GAMBATE GUYS !!! * I MEAN EVERYONE I KNOW HERE =p *

Ice Cream....

Talk to me, and speak with me
Don't sink before you rise ,
Babe, don't fade away, you hesitate
You seemed to wait, for all the time we had
Feels like, rot away..
You've used to say, be ok , we will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cos' we're the same
And I know that will never change
Look , I bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away...
If you walk out now ,I don't know if we could be the same..
Babe, just talk with me ...
Cos' I want you to stay here with me ...

The memories...the things we did, I locked inside my heart..
Where I know I won't forget..Then now ...you've used to say..be ok ...
We will make it through the night
Dont wanna wake up in this state..
I just want us both to smile..

Cos' we're the same
And I know that will never change..
Look, I bought your favourite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away ....
If you walk out now ..
I don't know if we could be the same,
Babe, just talk with me...
Cos' I want you to stay here with me ...
I want you to stay here with me ~

"Fatigue"

Glad that you two are going better and better...then what I can do is to wish you two all the best and have myself quit from this "game " ...take care la

BU$y

Phiu...one word for the last one week..BUSY...until next week..phiu..having quizzes, and short tests on these 2 fridays and saturdays...hope i can endure it...and to be able to score well..roar..thank God i did my assignment earlier..phiu..thats all..continue to work @@

WALAO!!!!

walao!!dont know why..cant focus to study == ...zzz...this feeling sucks...*roar*...i wish im able to finish revising the chapters..phiu..lets hope that way.

Quick Update

3rd of May, Sunday
Hrm...let see..went to visit Kang Zhan,Pei Siau,Sally,Grace & Irene at
Kem Putra Sentosa..haha...it was a 2 hour drive to the camp...thanks to
Perry's dad..haha...so yea..had fun...and it sure reminds me of my NS
experience at Bau..



6th of May,Wednesday
Typical day at msn..until Jolina and others jio me go out..haha...i
thought they would not come...but they came at last,went to Mc'd and
we had Mc Tray..lol..haha...whole tray of of fries..haha.. thanks
guys...had fun just to talk and hang out.


7th of May,Thursday
Hrm...nothing much today...just that felt a little relieved to know that I
nearly finish E maths exercise, but..hold on...English Assignment, IT
assignments..next week..E maths quiz and Physics short test...2 weeks
ahead will be my E maths and G maths short test...Lord..I need your
help!!..It will be a busy fortnight for me.


Upcoming Events --> BBQ *yay! =p*.and perhaps badminton?

To those who will start form 6 soon..all the best ^^ ....Can one la ^^

Tata...Nights=p

Tag by Yan Hui

Upload your favourite picture and answer the questions below

Why did you choose the photo ?

It reminds me of my friends ^^

When was the last time you ate pizzas ?

Erm, monday or tuesday i think..forgotten XD

The last song you had been listening to ?

Erm, whole Deeper album by Planetshakers.

What are you doing beside doing this tag?

well, just chatting and erm...thinking of how to do my homework @@

Beside your own name ,how do you like people to call you ?

erm, vinzai, wing , alwing, alvinching,alwingching, ..anything will do la..lol..

got these names from friends @@

Tag 6 persons, the following questions are related to them.

1. Bernadine Jong

2.Doris Yii

3.Dexter Ma

4.Melisa Lim

5.Teresa Lim

6.Daniel Shin

Who is number 1 ?

Well, a pretty girl with great personalities, she laughs a lot too XD

Number 3 has relationships with ?

Erm, nope..single and vacant

Say something about number 5

One of the twin friends that i have..haha..

How about number 4?

Number 5's twin sister..haha

How about number 2?

A crazy girl at class that always laughs XD

Say something about number 6

One of my rarest Korean friends =p haha

GAMES!?!?!

Games!!!! i need games !!! lolz...its been quite a while since i had played any computer games, except for the Flash games...lol...dont know why...But i think its God that dont allow me to play games -.- ...why ? ok...i downloaded maple story private server for like 7 times, some cant play while some just have errors when im installing ...zz...whats more ? I get the installer file from Ting Wei and tried...still the same == ..argh!! Maybe God just dont want me to play games == ..But..i wanna relax =( ..sobz...luckily..i still have my bro's trusty PSP with me...but...again..the games are getting sienz == .. argh..so pek chek ar..wanna relax also cant..


Now, the only thing to do is to think positive liao == ...well, i have a thought came that its for my own good, because He has great plans for me ..But... argh..its too sudden and painful ..*roar*...at least let me play a lil ma ..huhuhu...


Okay, my routine nowadays ?

1. Go to school
2. Eat
3. Sleep
4.Do homework
5.Bath
6.Read the bible ,sometimes
7.Study for quizzes


For the passed 7 weeks, the 7 things above are my daily routines== ...Roar...its been awhile since i go out for movies or play games !!! argh...no games, very torturing ar ... sien...its my way of relaxing == ..Bro's laptop also cant == ..aiyoweiya...Guess its a clear sign(sigh) for me that i should quit gaming == ..argh...at least...let me play on the coming holidays kua ?

Friends...blessings of Life ....

Well, April is passing and hello May …phiu..time really passes fast…its almost the 2nd month in Swinburne…haha…knew great and funny friends there ^^ ….they are helpful as well…haha..thank God I’m blessed with such friends ..haha… so yea again..



I miss my buddies badly…both from Bethany and secondary school…huhu…and seeing them enjoying going out just makes me miss the memorable times we spent together…haha..



For Bethany buddies, we went to Sibu camp at 2006, Planetshakers Conference at 2006, Nights of Fire , Salt & Light camp , CF dinner , Christmas Carols, Chad Blondel Concert, CF conference at Lundu , CF conference at Camerons ,Batang Ai camp, right down to Pasir Ulu trip…well…it sure brings me back sweet memories..ahah..so miss you guys…buddies, glad that you all enjoyed trip at Santubong ^^ ..stay healthy and all tha best in your lives ^^..if free go limteh ^^




As for secondary school friends, you guys totally rock !! …although we still behave quite naughty when we were form 1 and form 2 , we started to change to the better at form 3, and yea…although our gang plays a lot last time, its sweet and memorable just to think back right ? haha… well…glad that although we played hard last time, teasing teachers and teasing each other, I had a lot of fun!! …hahaz…serious fun I mean!! XD ..But the point is…I know and believe that we will be successful despite all the teachers’ critics..haha…yeap…it’s the way we finish the race that matters, haha…because you can’t expect naughty boys from Stampin sit tight and be nice..haha..so yea…gratz for all the As you all got..Again… its time to embark on a fruitful journey called Life ..All the best to you all ^^ keep in touch !! ^^

Happy Birthday Kelly

Haha..hey there Kelly ..thanks for being a good friend all this while..haha..wishing you a happy 17th birthday...good luck in your exams too...haha...especially SPM ^^ ...

Well..i will try to make a cheese cake , pizza and bring you out ONE DAY =p ..haha..till then...take care and God bless ..hahha=p

All the best ya !! ..hahaha … never give up ^^…its just few months left…hang on there ..

Messages from Him

Alvin, do not give up...instead...persevere and be thankful that you're in the desert, because, you are one of the candidates for GREATNESS !! ..wow..powerful..

Life....

As we get older , there are more choices to make , more responsibilities to carry upon our shoulder , more work load , more of our age too =l ... But ,once again... there's still this big choice i have to make ...It might not be serious for you all...But for me , this could mean my life, my realtionship with others...Just can pray and hope that I would be in His hands of mercy...I really dont know what to do. . . .

When I found myself struggle in amidst of choices, struggles, heavier work load and tiredness ...I just found myself not being able to care of the things around anymore...I just leave it aside ..Im tired ..Although i had been dry, possible for years, I still want You to be the Lord of my life...
Into Your Hands , I commit again. . .

Thoughts of the past ...

So yea...its been awhile since..................I pondered quite for some time when i looked at the photos...since form 3 till now...time really flies...and 3 years had passed..i found out that not everyone is compatible with everyone..i mean ...you dont really get EVERYONE to chat and get along with you that easily...yea...at first...i sort of blame myself for that...but...well....humans are always humans...there are always few that you dont like , few that hurt you , few that let you down , few that made you misunderstood , few that gave you hope and crushed it into a million pieces....

Well..to think back...I feel that im like wasting time ...waiting just for the sake of waiting ....even to the extend that i dont even have hope to sustain me on ...well...at last i did it...i had let it go...its past tense now ,and i should move on , although i shedded tears ..but ..yea...its like a kid wanting someone else's toy , waiting for the toy so long ...only to know that the toy is booked by others and to know that Daddy told him that the toy is sold off . But Daddy gave him the clue that he is getting a brand new , far suitable toy for him...

Thats how sweet Daddy is eh... He is always finding ways to bring toys for his kids , just to see a smile on their face, although his kids do cry upon anticipation . He is still waiting new stocks of toys to arrive...and to give them to His kids...

Thanks DAD !!

waw ! =p

phiu...the working load just keeps on increasing...hope i can cope well with it...especially engineering maths ...

To do list :

• Engineering maths assignment
• Engineering maths log revision exercise
• Engineering maths trigo revision exercise
• English assignment
• IT
• General maths exercise
• General maths test on saturday

phiu...Alvin...gambateh..lolz.. thats all...gotta work ...=l

whoa....

wow....week 3 in uni is coming....its so fast...and whats next ? well, Phyics quiz, Engineering Maths assignment and the exercises...whoow... hope i can cope with it again once more...lately...i had been listening to the songs i got from NS, this includes "You're Beautiful " by James Blunt , "Fall For You " by Secondhand Serenade and others...well...these songs sure remind me of the times spent at NS...it was so fun to know and to live with friends there...imagine it as a 3 month sleepover...haha...that would be chaotic !! =p

As I entered Uni...I knew new friends...however...i seem to have no time for my friends at school last time , sorry guys..will have a reunion next time...i will try to contact you all if possible =)...also...Bethany folks...sorry eh...for not seeing you all for quite long already...will find you , especially my buddies when i can..haha... and for NS friends...same as well...hahah.. will try to keep in touch with you guys...

So good to know that i have a big network of friends...hahah ... Thank YOU !! =p ...

Well, i remembered of the lazy and slacking times during secondary school...and that I was occasionally found in the library...and compare to the uni life now XD ....i have to go to the library everyday ==..if not..we will never finish our work...

Uni Life

hehe...its been a week since the first day i entered school(uni =p )...So far....erm...think ok la...but...i hope i can cope with it and to cope with all the upcoming assignments ...huhu....so yea...hope i can endure it through...at uni...got to know a lot of new friends ^^ ...haha...we had fun and "crazied" during english class..haha..because its boring == ..haha.. lolz.. thats all le ...haha ...

ITs GOod to bE B@ck ^^ (part 5 ,Last part )

10th of march (hari penutupan PLKN and karaoke night ) and 11th of march( before leaving home )

Phiu..dont whether its bad luck or what...2 of my friends lost their phones on the last day... blerh...oh ya..we did not sleep during the night ..and we did some pranks on those who slept..hehe...wanted to post the photos out but..nah...they might sue me for doing that ...xD .. haha ..

Ah heng and I

The way our dorm look like before leaving

Moses and I ...

Nurul Ain and I ^^...he was the fella that called me chicken munk XD

Farewell between the trainers and the trainees

Commandant and others that were celebrating their birthday on march

Commandant made this for us ..he is a nice person ^^

Ah Kong singing "Cap Apek "

Our trainer and trainees danced behind the hall XD

Our last dinner at Kem Puncak Permai ...it was awesome !

Isaac, Kelvin Lee, Encik Lenggang and I

Those who lived in L7 !! missing those times...

We returned our belt, spike boots and Celorengs...

i carved my name on the belt =p..look closer =p

Some of us with our trainer =p

The drama guys before the performance

Perbarisan waiting to enter the padang kawad

outside dewan ...

Approximately 14 of us had a party behind L8...haha.. it was crazy!!

NS...what should i say....its bad at the 1st few weeks but things get better as time passes... yea..miss my friends and the camp.... the precious moments we had spent together ... so those who were and will be chosen for NS...look things at the brighter side....and endure the 1st few weeks...then....things get better and more interesting ^^...

ITs GOod to bE B@ck ^^ (part 4 )

Sarawak Cultural Village trip and Mika's Birthday ..pelatih terbaik KPP ..

Eileen broke the plastic knife XD

Josephine, Mika , Beverly and Eileen

Mika making a wish

Kian Huat and I


THe boys acting cute

Angelina and I

crazy posers =p

Isaac, me and Aaron

Jacinta Chin, Chin Lip Kee and ALvin Chin =p

(2Delta+5Charlie+4Alpha ) boys =p

Freestyle ??

Suku faces XD ..haha...

Getting ready XD

nice picture but we spoiled the bridge..XD ...it cracked XD

Group photo at Sarawak Cultural Village ^^

Darren suffered hallucination and hypoglycemia XD

Ah Wen...playing the ..."thing"

Isaac, Deric, Darren and I

ME and Kevin Lai ^^

Joseph, Ming Yong , Ah Chun , Darren , me and Stephen

The trainees rushed up to the stage to dance =p

Dont know why Joseph is so attracted to Isaac XD

Beverly and I

Group Photo again ^^

ITs GOod to bE B@ck ^^ ( part 2 )

RAndom pictures =p ..

Din was sleeping =p

Haby and his friend act dead XD

Clement taking a picture of his shiny shoes

Top:Kian Huat , Clement , Aaron

Bottom:Victor, Lip Kee, Kevin

Milk Drinking Gang ...lol...