CNY

aha..yea..this was the 1st day..visited only 3 houses..then ..literally did nth == ..haha..dad said that he's lazy to go out..well..never mind la..going out with friends startinf from tomorrow..haha..

hrms..the fireworks this year..quite good ..haha..saw some with smiley and love shape fireworks..i think it costs a boom ..haha..

this is not what i took ...but i saw something like these..spectacular ..haha

same goes to this photo..but the smileys i saw were not that vivid..haha

yes!Things are better for now..at the very least...hrm..anyway..baked something today..haha=p..and my mum said that its a "pass" ..haha =p ..

oh ya..welcome back..HUANA !! =p hahaha

Surrendering once again

Im feeling numb
Im feeling ordinary
Im feeling guilty
Im feeling insecured..
..with all the calamities happening around
Im feeling like its a routine, a necessity..
..why is it so ?
I hope that those feelings will be gone soon..
Or rather..
I will learn a lot from it of how to overcome things..
And i wanna hold on..cause i know..
That You Are my God and You're in control..
I wanna surrender.