Anticipation

Anticipation, The Lord thought me this year as i was thinking what had i learned during this year . And the word came to me is anticipation ; To continue anticipate that He could do mightier things this coming years , and to never anticipate much from humans, for they have a tendency of disappointing you ,because they make mistakes and are volatile in nature; Learn to forgive them and learn to lean on the Lord Himself and expect big things from Him .

Expected as always

Ah wells..it was as expected..shouldnt miss the camp..you made me wait for nothing ..Well..give me time to forgive and forget instead of revenge and regret..lol..i don care..i must join it this coming year ..

"Trust is like a piece of paper, once crumpled it can never be perfect " ..This quote has 100% truth in it ...oh wells..reality it is

A so not happy day

Yes i thank God for the times spent with friends and family, the food and stuffs..but by doing so, i missed the greatest gift of all...His presence, the touch from Him.. To think of it ..i truly regretted ==..but oh wells...gotta live with it ==..Guess all i did was just giving excuses and reasons of my own -.-

Friend-ships ..are they really invunerable and unsinkable ?

Once upon a time, i heard from others that friendship is the only thing you rely on when you're outside home, it provides companionship and it creates unbreakable bonds, it could be the vital thing that keeps you alive out there, friends are the shining stars that will light up and spice up our lives. It is true..but this does not apply everytime.

But sad to see that nowadays, true friendships does not exist in an abundance. Nowadays, i heard friends scamming friends, friends using one another ,friends that "suck you dry", friends that exploit each other ..sad la -.- .. Sad to see the term "friendship" is being trampled upon -.- .. Sad to see that they have a sad life because they do not have true friends . It might not be new , but it is happening to me so yea ..am learning to adjust myself..hrm..

Back to studies..final paper in less than 40 hours .

the :D and :C of life

Ahh..how naive i am ..people change, there's no way of stopping it ..people just change ..It had come to a point where certain friendships stands to a halt while others just started off or just to get stronger. Learning to accept the fact that people change..ahh..another good lesson to learn :D

The end

phiu..well as usual ..time flies and bla bla bla..unlike previous few semesters..its 12 days from finals and i haven started revising anything ==..i was like .." Oh God you have to help me " @_@

Again..wish me not luck but wisdom from above, and to be in the pink of health at all times..

3 more weeks >.< ..

roar !!!

Move on

After the one week break spent with laughter , joy , and fellowship, it is time to get back to my work..haha ..

Although it was just a 7 hours worth of talk and discussions with 5 other boys, a few hours of hiking up to mount Santubong , or just having steamboat with friends..it was rewarding ..haha ..to get insights of each others' life and to understand them little by little,bit by bit. Not to mention a few terminologies that i had learn which only us could understand.=PP..Those are the moments that i will truly cherish..

I looked at the calendar and it was 17th of October already..left another 2.5 months and bye bye to 2010 ..so there's no time to look at things negatively ,to cut off any relationships, to grumble about this and that,to say that life is suffering, life sucks and all those ..instead..we should do things the other way round..to be thankful that we're breathing while some unfortunate ones need breathing aid to breath, to be thankful that we can eat happily while some others eat via tube ..am not saying i am doing it ..but certainly am learning .

Yes ..am waiting for people like yannie , nana , johnny, yu full, joseph to come back..we could find sometime to catch up eh ..haha ..

woohoo !

Things has been happening fast and time flew like nobody's business....and wow..PMR has started while SPM and STPM is just around the corner, jia you guys =DDD and yea , its week 7 for me and tata to half of the semester ..a lot has been done and learned..but yes..trying to enjoy it =p

But the enjoyment was short lived due to the fact that i have to study while I'm ill-stricken..Schedule for the next few days :

Wednesday : Energy & Motion @.@
Thursday: -Technical Software Development test
- Energy & Motion test ,
- report writing at night @__@

Friday : Polish up + lengthen report @______________@..

Good thing that mid term break is just around the corner yes !! =D



Oh ya..farewell post to Andrew Chai Ming Toh..who went to UK..tata ming dao..haha..we'll be waiting for your homecoming while we go for CNY visiting and other outings =p hahaha ..take care there ..before you know it ..1 year has passed and you'll be back here for holidays =p

hope all is well for everyone =) ...lets catch up again next time =D ...cheers guys

The smell of chicken mushroom noodles, laksa and mannazone xD

Why i'm excited ? Besides the well spent time( for me ) ..i enjoyed the holidays..haha..here's the list
-Inception
-The Expendables
-Salt
-Hiking retreat at permai
-Catching ups with friends, drinking tea =p
-Crocodile farm
-Kuching Fest.
-Cf at green road
-God of war: chains of olympus
-Crash tag team racing
-Toy Story 3 psp
-Naruto ultimate ninja heroes 3
-Of cos..valuable lessons learnt throughout this holiday ..

You might wonder.."you spent 3/13 for movies and 3/13 for games..you call that well spent time ?!"..i only play games and watch movies preferably during the holidays to avoid distraction..after that..games and movies are a " no " to me ..haha ..

So yea..wanna believe something great is taking place(it has already begun) ..yea !! =p ..The first week of the new semester will be the warm up week as usual ..after that..its time to rev up !=p

Dont be moody because you're starting a new semester, be happy and be grateful because you have the chance to do so..so yea..jia you jia you =D

dreams ??

It might sound like dreaming are for kids ..but in actual fact, dreams are the things that move us forward..It also gives us the orientation..so dont go shy on yourself and stop dreaming of big things..instead..dream and make it happen =D ..

I shall make a list of them =D haha

Its just a random thing that came to my mind so i had decided to post it .. =p


well..for those who cant remember or understand what i had been saying all this while..just remember the slogan of Honda =p haha

Thanks =D

Expections ..hrm..the word holds a strong meaning upon stepping into Uni ..so yea..we had so much of expections either from ourselves or from the lecturers..

Its been a marathon of homeworks, assignments and tests..hrm..still alive...haha..and YES..time management is trully important..haha..

Nothing much to write about but wanna thank Him for giving me the Yayasan Loan..haha..it brings great help ..and yea..credits to friends like " expand", "duckie", "ah beng" ," 3 ringgit dealer" ,"milo peng" and many others for helping me in my studies..haha.. sorry guys..i think its appropriate to put your names anonymously to prevent you guys from being tracked down by any stalkers =p haha

Dont know because of the workload, or just the contagious laughter of the "3 ringgit dealer", we laugh a lot..haha..so yea..am trying to enjoy everything la..haha

3 weeks to finals ..* buckle up buckle *

Busy ..

Im busy..no doubt..but was constantly refreshed and renewed by Your presence =) ..There are many ways to call You, some call you the Messiah, Prince of Peace, Bright Morning Star, The Almighty, The Way The Truth and the Life, Prophet, Son of Man...many more..

But..i only know one thing ...YOU ARE REAL =D


Continue to be with me please *grins* =p hehe





For my friends out there..dont stress..smile like this =) it encourages and spurs each other on...so smile =p haha

Blerh

Just incase for those who wanna ask me out for movies, dinner, supper or just a drink ...not that i wanna reject..but err...i cant..haha ..but you still can ask la..haha..just give me a sms or call..but you'll get a reply saying no ...hahaha..here's the reason to reject you guys off=p hahaha

-Programming assignment(due on week 7 >.<)
-E maths homework(never ending)
-E maths assignment( weekly basis,due every week XD )
-Telecom report writing(due on week 7 @_@ )
-Telecom soldering project
-Electronics tutorials and labs @@


I know i cant do this alone..but yea...with friends around, lecturers, tutors and of course...His big help ..i pray that this is possible ..haha ..

And oh ya..for those seniors who said that degree has a lot of free time..walao..those people who said that are either very pro , or they din touch their work =P haha..

Hope i can enjoy it to the max..haha..

"Sports Day " lolz

Today was a heck of a day..arrived at elmer's house at 9 sth

then...we waited elmer to cook our supposedly breakfast..which turned to our lunch..rocky , sin chai and joseph joined =p ...

1pm--we started playing badminton..90 minutes

230pm--basketball..lol..crazy..haha..

3sth -4sth pm--Gym..haha..tried out a few stuffs..not that vigorous exercise..with a lot of breaks and slack-offs =p haha

4sth to 6pm-- Futsal..haha...first time playing it...it was really entertaining..haha..crazy match though =p haha..

Had quite a lot of fun..but ..i feel like i can sleep like a dead pig tonight =p haha..yea...great time..=p

ohya...got a blister during the basketball match ...did not realise it until i feel pain on my little toe, then i took off my shoe and was suprised...got a patch of blood there == ..the blister had burst and the blister wound was constantly rubbing against my socks..gg = = ...and i drove bare-footed and walked bare footed everywhere == ...

oh well..life's experiences..they range anything from A-Z, 0-10 eh ? haha

Im feeling the busyness that is slowly coming to place ..assignments, tutorials, lab sessions..phiu.....but im liking the way things are =) ..its already week 3 ..and before we know it..1 semester would fly past...


Hope to continue to stay in positive mode =D ..haha..although there would be times whereby we can go frustrated without a reason..but ...

cheers guys...enjoy studying and treat it as a responsibility( Ms. Betsy, 2009 ) =p haha ..

Pull me through Lord =) heh.. I wanna believe that You're in control C= ..

we had programming class today..well..its rather interesting =p haha...hope i have the will to work hard =p haha...that is all..back to calculus =D haha

The first week had passed..and what should i say..it was a rather awesome time just spent on engineering maths tutorials with friends..haha =p ...its good to have friends like that eh..friends that make you wanna do work =p haha

Yea..time flies..and sooner or later..i wont have any spare time to be spent on blogs or things like that..

Engineering is expensive == ..although i spent quite a heavy sum of money on my calculator and book..It was Him who provides..

I was wondering where do i get the sum of money ..and yet..God sometimes do answer prayers and He provides even before we need it eh..He just prepare and leaves it there for you to obtain that help..awesomeness..Jesus rocks ! =p

oh ya ..by the way..studying in engineering made me feel for the guys at st.Joseph or st. Thomas..oh gosh..there are no girls studying engineering (literally) ..haha..oh well..its good also..am able to focus more sharply

CNY

aha..yea..this was the 1st day..visited only 3 houses..then ..literally did nth == ..haha..dad said that he's lazy to go out..well..never mind la..going out with friends startinf from tomorrow..haha..

hrms..the fireworks this year..quite good ..haha..saw some with smiley and love shape fireworks..i think it costs a boom ..haha..

this is not what i took ...but i saw something like these..spectacular ..haha

same goes to this photo..but the smileys i saw were not that vivid..haha

yes!Things are better for now..at the very least...hrm..anyway..baked something today..haha=p..and my mum said that its a "pass" ..haha =p ..

oh ya..welcome back..HUANA !! =p hahaha

Surrendering once again

Im feeling numb
Im feeling ordinary
Im feeling guilty
Im feeling insecured..
..with all the calamities happening around
Im feeling like its a routine, a necessity..
..why is it so ?
I hope that those feelings will be gone soon..
Or rather..
I will learn a lot from it of how to overcome things..
And i wanna hold on..cause i know..
That You Are my God and You're in control..
I wanna surrender.

=)

Yea...random thing but im grateful for my family..haha..they might not be the perfect one..but..laughing, joking and playing with them is all sufficient to give one thing..and that one thing is HAPPINESS =p ..haha...

Am having great time with family during these holidays..haha..

oh ya..sis just came back..yay me ..haha ...and guess what..she bought like 15 packs of twiggies ..we were like -__-..you never eat before ha ? haha ..and whats more...each pack contains 2 of those twiggies..so make that 30 ...haha...all to be finished by the 4-5th of February..haha ..

k le..ciao ~ gotta sleep..haha

sheeeeesh =l

eh..sorry eh..sorry if i offended you guys >.< ..gosh..the guiltiness is overwhelming..i kept thinking about it whole night == zzz

It is when you're not desperate and nervous..you'll hit the bull's eye

Desperation and nervousness blurs the vision..

so stay focused.

movies again =p

yea...watched another movie today..



this movie's crazy..very very funny..haha..besides... Wui Cherng, Kim Chiew , Tony and I laughed like its FOC cause there's this fat lady kept on laughing behind..so loud somemore..haha... that lady memang can live long XD ..so yea..its a good movie =D

Post about yesterday

1.Cut hair with Jon, and Cheng Yang

2. Lunch with Jon, Cheng Yang and Wong Lei Kam =p haha..


3. Went for Karaoke with Stefanie, Jon and Lee Jim ..surprisingly..Lee Jim sang like Wong
Lee Hom..haha...he's good =p


4. Dinner with Jon and Lee Jim..its the former Siang Siang..for crying out loud..never go there
if you're a teenager..the people there discriminate you if you go there without an adult
accompanying you..sickening == ..the food so little..and yet its far more different if an adult
orders the same thing for the same price...especially the stall which sell seafood etc. ==


5. Went to Lee Jim's house..haha..wanted to watch Sherlock Holmes but ended up watching
some crap ..haha..its funny but its crude la..haha

Oh ya...hehe

oh ya..my results..haha... woke up so early..to know that the results have not been published..waited nervously ...and yea...

Got 2HDs, 3Ds and 1 C ..hehe..thank God la..with God's BIG help and a lil effort.. =)) ..its all about HIM ...woo!! =p

Although im a lil pissed with some of the marks at first..... physics( 7 marks to D =_=) ,Innovation and Change ( 4 marks to HD =__=), English( 3 marks to HD =_____=) , 84(1 mark to HD =___________=).....still i have to be thankful =) He always give us more than what we deserve =) yeap...in short...quite satisfied =)) ..Have to be thankful ..at the very least..I wont need to repeat foundation =)

Have to congrats my friends also =) most of them did well =) ..BUT...ALL OF THEM PASSED =) ...yay !! =p ..happy for you guys =) ..


At the end of the day...He's still ever-faithful , never-changing =) ...Thank YOU Big G =)

.
.
.
.
.

And yea..Lee Jim's leaving tomorrow..according to his mum..he followed whatever people does..haha..he asked his mum when's CNY after he booked the ticket..hahaha ..and yea...farewell..see you next time jimmy=p

What i did during the holidays

hehe..well .. a lot of things had been going on =p ..haha

Watched this at MBO with Ah Jin, Adeline ,
Jessie, Elmer, Rocky and the rest..haha

Watched this at Jonathan Tan's house..thought of watching Sherlock Holmes..but Lee Jim and Cheng Yang said its not clear..so they bought this.. Ming Leung, Lee Jim, Jonathan, Cheng Yang and I watched it.. believe me..its hilarious to watch this type of genre of movie with Lee Jim..he screamed and shouted..hahaha

Watched this with Jonathan Tan, Lee Jim , Ming Leung and Cheng Yang at MBO..Cheng Yang is funny XD ..he laughs 1 or 2 seconds after us..hahaha =p




I took like 5-6 days to finish up the whole manga..haha..right from chapter 0 till chapter 389 ..haha..currently watching the anime..haha..yes..Bleach has less REPEATED FLASHBACKS compared to Naruto..haha



Went lim teh/eat/out/dota with a few groups of friends..haha
Kuching high/Swinburne/Tuition friends: Carina, Wui Cherng, Yen Fang, Yin Hui, ah xiang and his bro.., Kim Chiew..AK ..haha

Stampin/former Stampin friends : Lee Jim, Jonathan Tan, Ming Leung, Cheng Yang

Swinburne Friends : Rocky, Elmer, Joey, Jessie, Adeline, Mey Sien, Ah Jin, Crystal, Andy..haha=p

Swinburne dota kaki : ah Jo and friends..haha ..although i "feed"..but its quite fun to play with friends la..haha..=p..i played once or twice with some of them though..but not that frequent=p

So yea..looking forward..haha...CNY is almost here..haha=p..awaiting friends' homecoming as well..haha..

hrm

Yesterday was an outing spree for me...we went to swinburne ..then go for lunch...then airport ..hanging out there for 2 hours..then..saw " chicken " and we were like -______- ...then...went green heights mall did nothing ..talked alot..haha...then..went back to airport again == ..zz...another 2 hours..haha..to send off elmer..haha..

Went back at around 6..then..went out again..haha..this time with kim chiew, wui cherng, ak , yen fang and 2 more kuching high friends..haha..yen fang sia soi =p haha..wui cherng became mr.jonathan oyster..he spat a black pearl on my arm == ..haha..

random chin..haha..gonna start Bleach manga..woo =p haha..

Oh ya..i just retrieved my watch from wendy..haha..thanks eh =p haha...its been like 6months ? haha..=p thank you thank you =p ahaha

k le..think i better sleep..lol..getting wrinkles like old lady on my eye bags == kena teased by my mum ki == ..my mum said..eh u older than me...im like -____-

haha nights =p

=)

oh wells...this will be my first post of the year..sorry guys..haha..the first week of 2010 were assignments due dates and presentations to me ..aha...the second week was finals =__= ...

so yea..after today's moral studies finals...this marked the end of my foundation year...haven know my results yet..but erm...relying on Him lo...the exams are already a past tense already...haha..

Cant wait to celebrate CNY ...waiting for all of my fellow friends to come back..heh =p im sure that would be some awesome times that we are going to have =) ..

Again..time flies when we are occupied by things...especially studies..haha..you just go through those schedules everyday until you realise its the end of one semester already..haha..

yeap..trying to savour every moment la =) ..oh ya..now am having my holidays ...woo !! =p

All of a sudden..i miss those times..whereby lee jim and gang teased che som =p ...and of course..the tuition classes with perry and gang...i certainly miss those times T__T

But yea...let it be part of life and a part of one of those sweet moments ..We still have to close that chapter and start writing a new one =)