i wanna work hard la..

Its from the beginning..i wanna study ...and yet...all of you give excuses like ..sorry la..wanna sleep...sorry la..wanna work..sorry la..wanna bath..



But...not being self-centred..you all should encourage me to send me to a place where i can really study ma..now..you all gave me reasons or excuses that will just simply make me "sien" ..i already told you all that i cannot study at home..and you guys said can...then..what ? you guys cranked up the volume of the TV ,keep on calling me to come down... AND MOST OF ALL, EVEN SUSPECT ME DOING SOMETHING ELSE WHEN IM STUDYING ...to be honest..im fairly disappointed with you all..when i wanna study..you guys gave all the reasoning...And when i play after studying..you guys scolded me for not studying...I do know that sometimes im prohibited from touching computers..but..everyone have their own ways to release stress de ma..some eat to release stress,some shop till siao,some go for sports...im the type that plays computer games ma...


You are concerned about me i know...but...aren't you going too far to the extend that you even dont believe that im studying ? Lord ..help me..i think i can go no further..im dry..im tired...im sad of being the same..i wanna try my best in everything i do for YOU alone..



But Lord..i want to thank YOU that..YOU had changed my life from bit to bit..slowly..and i know ..YOU have me in YOUR GIANT & AWESOME PLAN !





hrm...i miss YOU , i miss the fire i had for YOU ..i miss her ..i wish to grow in YOU, i wish to hold on ..i pray that..i will obey YOU..i pray that i will the the salt and the light of the world...

hrrmm...

Hrm..woops...sorry for did not updating my blog for more than 6 months XD haha...was a lil lazy and busy...plus..if I blog everyday...no fun and interesting to tell liao ma..hahah..



So yea..straight to the point...dreamt about someone special last night...haha..

In the dream : me, leslie,noah..and few others were in a shophouse...then

suddenly..heard explosions of firecrackers..the next scene was ..she

was grounded in a place where people used to put rubbish

in...haha..because she was the one who threw the firecrakcers ..then ?of course

la..to the rescue...hahaha...then leslie they

all disturbed her by throwing an "inactive" firecracker to her

legs..she was so frightened that she hopped like a rabbit XD haha...a

sweet dream to think of as she is like an assortment of jellybeans =P